How do you feel when someone close to you tells you things that you don't wanna hear? How does it feel when you feel lost for words and have nothing to say to someone?

I know at times its just for fun, but it hurts! I know i will get over it like the next day, but it kept me thinking about it the whole night...sometimes i don't know whether to play along or to just keep quiet...yes no one is perfect but i'm trying my best. I may have said some stuff in the past, but its all good now, so why must someone keep bringing it up when that particular chapter has been closed? Why? Yes, i did made a decision in the past, but i realised that its all good now, so why do you have to bring it up again?

Call me selfish or whatever you want, cause i have no idea how to feel right now. I don't know what to do or say sometimes. So say whatever you want!

Yep, I'm busy getting laid!

ARGH!!!!

Ok people...pictures are up...i have uploaded them onto flickr, so just click on the right side where it has the flickr thingy k.... above the tag board

hope you guys enjoyed them! Do give any comments if you all want to!

Ok kinda tired...gonna sleep soon!

Women's @ Home Carnival-Cocktail party tonight!

Photos will be uploaded asap!

*hope i have fun...if not will be a waste of my money...haha

Lu la la lu la la lu la lu la le...

Haha i have nothing to blog...oh well i shall just rant about uni...

Hmm...financial management is a killer! I haven't been understanding any of the lectures after the semester break...which is bad! i do try to do the tuts but still have no idea on how to do it and there is no one for me to ask cause it seems that i'm the only person in the whole of college doing this subject! Hai...anyway the number of people in my tutorial class is getting from bad to worse...the first few weeks, there were about 10 people, now its 4 (including me!)

How time flies...i have 3 weeks to exam! Getting stress...have another assignment to go...why must they have so much assignments and have one that is so near to the examination dates...huh? why? why? Irritating people! BUT i'm looking forward to going home on 23 june! Can't wait!

*hungry* yes yes i am always thinking about food...haha...

I was sooooo looking forward to watch Da Vinci Code at South Bank tonight but the plan was all ruined by some B***H working at the counter!!!!

Ok...so Janice & i bought movie tickets for the 6.20 show...we were in a hurry to go get a quick bite before the movie and we left the counter immediately, shoving the tickets in Janice's wallet.
After dinner, we went back to the theatre at 620 and the movie already started and there were people sitting on the steps and lying on the floor at the 1st row!!! Oh i have to mention...it is free sitting so you have to go in really early to get good seats...since we can't any seats, we left and went to the counter to let someone know and when she checked, our tickets had 6pm printed on it!!!! So it means that the girl who gave us our tickets, gave us the wrong time as well!!!!! Stupid Woman!! I hate to say this, but shes so dumb!!! When we bought the tickets, we told her we wanted 2 tickets and she only gave us 1 cause she was busy talking with her other collegue and now she gave us tickets for the wrong time!!! WHAT THE HELL!!!!

Then Janice & I decided to go to the City and do some late night shopping! Argh!!!! I am so angry!!! So anyone who is gonna watch Da Vinci Code...please call me!!!!!!!

STUPID WOMAN! I HATE YOU!

Our happy faces after presentation



Our tutor, Mr Brett Walker














Yeah!! Presentation is over! Our tutor gave us feedback that we are one of the best group he seen today and in his whole teaching life...which is so stressful!! But all is good...all done! Hai...still have another presentation on thursday and 2 more assignments to go before the exams..tired...tired...tired...

Gonna miss our tutor and my group mates...hope to work with them again next sem...great working with Singaporeans!

INSTRUCTIONS
1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of his/her perfect lover.

2. Mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.

3. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment at their blogs.

4. If you are tagged the second time, there is no need to do this AGAIN.

5. The most impt rule: have fun doing it.

1) Humourous
2) Mature
3) Able to respect me
4) Able to stand by me in times of need
5) Would be better if taller than me
6) Not thin...just normal will do...if not nothing to hug loh...haha
7) Sporty
8) Hardworking...not too much but work smart you know

I am lazy to tag people...so those who reads my blog have to do it...i know who you are!! You...you you you! I can list all of your names...but just do it k...Just a little something to destress...

Juliana & me













Last night, Juliana and i went to South Bank for Mission Impossible 3...it was okay...not too fantastic...some scenes were kinda fake and too unrealistic...not forgetting i was criticising on Maggie Q...so many poeple said shes hot and stuff..but from my point of view...she is not that pretty and the red dress she wore in the show dosen't really flatter her figure and her boobs are kinda small...okok i may not have the right to criticise her but i have my own views so i am just stating...so Maggie Q fans don't get offended ya...

oh ya...Juliana happens to be from Singapore too...used to represent Singapore in Triathalon...POWER!!! Not forgetting shes young too...damn it!

To all mums, Happy Mothers Day! Especially my mummy! My first mothers day away from you, but i still think and miss you...its not only on mothers day that i think about you...everyday i will remember how special you are. Thank you for everything and without you, there will not be me...duh...but its how you brought me up! Love ya mum!

Oh...was on msn with my sis and she tole me that mum and dad went to watch a movie...awwww...how sweet....been ages since they went for a movie...oh they went to cine leisure for the movie and my dad was like saying the theatre how high tech and how nice...there are so many shops there too...he also added that now he knows where i hang out...hahaha...then i told my sis on msn..."see...i don't go to ah bengish places"...hahaha

I finally got shoes for exercise...got socks and shorts too!!! Hahaha...determined! I'm going to the gym with Jojo on Sunday...going to get fit...and lose some weight so i can wear my jeans again!

Got to get some tops for exercise too...want those lycra tops...so exoensive here...so if anyone see any nice and cheap tops please let me know...heehee

Yippie...going to lose some weight...so happy! Wanted to get skipping rope too...but it states "for kids"...so did not buy...in case its not long enough...hahaha

Alrighty...time to get serious!

Groupies!












Stuffing the cookie into my mouth
















At the library compiling our work













I was supposed to be paying attention















Stole all these pictures from Grace's blog...hahaha...anyway just a summary of what we do as a group...have lectures together and compiling our group work! Iris was so sweet! She cooked us lunch....yummy! Sriously miss home cooked food now...*drooling*

La la la la la...

I am officially fat! I have gained so much weight that i can't button my levis jeans and its my favourite pair! I have a presentation next tuesday, where i have to wear my business suit and i can't wear my skirt...its so tight!!! I am depressed!

Jo & i have planned to go swimming this thursday and we will eat less during meals...ok i wanna lose weight!! i am determined! please remind me to lose weight...eat less!

I am going to fit in my jeans again...soon!

Grace & Iris










I finally have a picture of my group! These lovely ladies are in my project group...they are super hardworking and smart! Can't compare to them! Really lucky to work with them in this semester...hopefully we can work together again next time...great working with Singaporeans! So much more comfortable, easy to communicate and we always discuss what to do when we go back...like eat? Hahaha...there is another guy in my group but couldn't find him to take a picture...heehee...so maybe next time k...soon soon...presentation!!

Don't you think this picture is nicely taken...look at all of our smiling faces...we can actually do a poster for the school to represent Singapore's students...hahahahaaha

I tell you, i have the sweetest neighbour! Shes been cooking stuff and sharing it with people...1st she cooked chrysanthemum tea, then barley and today she cooked green bean soup!! The best thing is, they taste exactly like how my grandma cooks it!! Its so yummy!!!

We actually did not talk much when i 1st came, but we are talking more now...i'm happy! Shes like an older sister who takes care of everyone!

Thank you!!

Something for all women:

A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?"

"Because I’m a woman," she told him

"I don’t understand," he said. His mum just hugged him and said, "And you never will."

Later the little boy asked his father, "why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"

"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.

The little boy grew up to become a fine young man, but he was still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put a call to God, "Dear God, why do women cry so easily?"

God answered his question.

"When I made the woman, she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort.

I gave her inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children.

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaints.

I gave her sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly.

I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.

I gave her wisdom to know a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.

And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."
"You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure she carries, or the way she combs her hair.

The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because this is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."

Dear Janice,

I've only known you for about 2.5 mths and you are seriously a great friend. I love the times we eat, chat and shop....well most of the times we are eating...hahaha but its fun...life would suck really bad without you and Jo in college...love it when we try to argue over something and when we can't make any sense outta it or come to a conclusion, we will shove it to Jo...hahaha

You never fail to spoil me with food...always giving me yummy food all the time...you always brighten up people's day by your laughter and smile.

I can't come up with like lots of words to type on my blog, but thks for being there for me when i needed a listening ear, someone to lean on and of course someone to eat with...don't starve yourself k...have to eat something too...

thank you janice!! Love u!

Jan, Jo, Eve & i went to DFO (Direct Factory Outlet) for shopping today. Set out after lunch....Spent like 4 4 hours plus there...Jan bought a book, Jo bought a sports top and a book, Eve bought heaps so stuff as usual...hahaha...n i got a jacket...tried to look for track shoes today but no luck, its either too expensive or there was none at all...

Took a cab and headed down to Hawkens Drive for dinner...the girls were sleeping soundly in the cab...had Vietnamese food...did not take loads lof pics...wanted to take a pic of eve in the cab but she won't let me...hahaha

Had fun...most importantly, had great company!!! Love ya babes!

hungry as usual
new hip hop trend
looks like a mashmellow...hahaa
......

trying to do kung-fu with my ruler











This post is dedicated to Joanne Leung Ka Yun! Firstly, her crazy personality never fails to brighten up anyone's day...especially Janice's and mine. She does all the crazy movements and poses to make you laugh till you drop...

Secondly, she makes a good eating partner...Jan, Jo and I never fail to eat and discuss what type of food are yummy!! hahaha...

Thirdly, Jo can't live without me...hahahaha....so i am an important person in her life!! hahaha...

Anyway, Jo thks for your laughter and a listening ear....you never fail to put a smile on my face!

*hugs*

Dear Student, Aileen

As previously advised, in the information you received when you entered College, attendance at Formal Dinner is compulsory, and if you are unable to attend, you are required to provide a letter explaining your absense.

I have been advised that you did not attend Formal Dinner last night and did not provide a letter of explanation

Please contact me about this.

Hahahaha....i have to go and see the principal and give her a reason why i did not attend dinner...its been like donkey years since i last saw any principal...i feel like a primary school kid...i will just tell her i was not feeling well, can't be bothered...

Nothing much to blog about these days...not much activities...all i have now are only project meetings, lectures, tutorials, assignments and presentations...i don't have a life!!!

Anyway i shall talk about formal dinner tonight....i did not go...hahaha....its compulsory and they took attendance today...someone said that the principal may call those who did not attend to her office and she wants a really good reason...so crazy!

As per Candice, my reason shall be "Had a bad tummy ache, lied on my bed and died, so can't go down for dinner" Hahaha...how lame...or i may just say i have tons of work...which is better??? Hahhaa...seriously man...i am paying college so i have a choice whether i wanna go or not...i really can't stand formal dinner cause we 1st years in college have to serve...damn it! Not only that, we have to wear the academic gown which makes us look like harry potter...hahaha..all i am short is the round glasses and a magic wand.

Oh well...its college photo taking tomorrow and its at 6am!!! Also, they will give us a wake up call at 530 with a fire drill alarm!! Crazy people...

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