How time flies...i am already in my last semester of uni. The past year went by really quick...this time last year, i was so homesick that i cannot wait to go home during the holidays and finish my degree. Now, i still cannot wait to go back and finish my degree but i will miss everything here...especially the people who made life here so much fun! Without them, days will longer and there will not be any fun in my life here in Brisbane.
Many are working while some are still studying. I believe most of them have their future all planned out, but i don't. I am those who will take a step at a time. People been asking, "Are you going to work or continue studying?", "What and where do you want to work?"
I wish i have answers to the questions, but i do not. I will definitely want to go back to Singapore but have no idea what and where i want to work. Daddy is turning 61 this year and when i flip through my old photo albums, my heart aches when i see mummy and daddy age so much. I am not trying to say they are old but it shows that they have been working really hard to provide for the family.
Daddy has a small shipping company where i always visit since i was little. His staff watch me grow up and my sister used to work for my dad. This hows how time really flies. Daddy cannot work forever and i was thinking what will happen to his company when he retires. Well, he is actually semi-retired, but he has to work to support this baby girl of his in uni, where uni fees cost a bomb here. Foreign students are paying 2-3 times the price of what a aussie student pays...without us the uni can't survive anyway.
Anyway, back to the main point. I was thinking if i should work for daddy and learn the ropes as his company is his hard work and i would the company will be continued by family. Since my sister worked for him before and she likes the shipping line, maybe i could get her to come back but its kinda difficult since Ellenmae is studying in KL and my brother in law is there as well. i am pursuing a degree in hospitality management and will i be wasting my efforts for these 1.5 years by working something not related to it? I really don't know. if i work for my dad, i am also afraid that i will not be able to do a good job and let him down.
My dream is to own my cafe, i can totally picture it and i will do my best to make my dream come true! Again, how? What should i do?
I hate making decisions like that...we'll see...